From the Edge of Experience: A Pearl


This conversation has been excerpted from The Connection, a radio program hosted by Christopher Lydon that aired on WBUR 90.9 FM, Boston, Feb 29, 1996. The caller was an unexpected highlight of the program and we are honored to present her story here.


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CHRIS LYDON (HOST):
People say they've been abducted by aliens. They say small grey beings with huge liquid black eyes have kidnapped them, and in some cases used them in breeding experiments. Among the people who work with the so-called “experiencer community,” and who believe their claims should be taken seriously, is the Harvard psychiatrist John Mack. … We've invited Dr. John Mack to talk about his work. We wanted to give him a chance to respond to the criticism. We wanted also, you, Connection listeners to have a chance to give him a call this hour. Do you believe those aliens are real? Do you believe the whole idea is nonsense? Do you believe there could be a nuanced, more mysterious reality, somewhere between obvious physical truth and nonsense? Do you believe in John Mack's academic freedom to explore those questions? Give us a call… [name] is calling from [location].

CALLER: Hi, I'm a forty year old woman and when I was thirteen years old I had what I've considered to be an abduction experience, and for years I was in denial about it even though it was one of the most powerful experiences of my life. But as I grew older and I read other people's accounts of abductions, I came to feel a commonality in my experience. The point I want to make is that if people or beings from another planet or another dimension wanted to get in touch with us, they would choose people that are vulnerable, people that are free thinking, people [who] might think in ways different than people who have very rational minds. Somebody from another place would not be able to really reach somebody who had a very rational mind.

CHRIS LYDON: But then again, how would they know, caller? How would they know to select free thinkers?

CALLER: Oh, these beings know EVERYTHING. I mean, I know that!

CHRIS LYDON: There's a bit of a leap right there. Caller, what was your own abduction experience, can you describe it?

CALLER: My, yes. It was very powerful. I was sitting down between two friends my own age, we were sitting at a sea wall, I looked up in the sky and saw a plane. I heard a loud beep and I blacked out. And my friends later told me that my eyes were open the whole time. Um, I, they were... I didn't see beings but I was very aware of their presence. Maybe a male. I was being communicated to telepathically for sure, and the most important thing that happened is — and this is, it is like I'm describing a dream, it makes no sense — they took a pearl and put it into the top of my head! And I could see it falling down inside me to the bottom, the bottom of my being. And um, I don't talk about this to a lot of people, I can't believe I'm calling up on the radio to tell you about this but it's very exciting... Maybe I'll never figure it out. One other thing I wanted to tell you...

CHRIS LYDON: Had you been reading War of the Worlds comic books in the hour before this happened?

CALLER: No (laugh), no.

CHRIS LYDON: John Mack, please comment, and caller stay on the line.

JOHN MACK: Quickly, well the fact that it makes no sense to the people themselves, that's why it isn't right to call these people “believers,” because they often feel isolated like that. Her case is atypical in some senses in that often when people are having these experiences, children for example will witness that the parent is actually missing. In other words, in some situations the physical body is missing, in other situations as in the caller's, other witnesses can see that they have not been physically removed. Again, that grey nuanced range of penetration of this phenomenon into our physical world. Her suggestion that they choose people who are vulnerable — I don't know about that. We haven't found any consistent personality characteristics and it is very hard to know what shows up in the personality after having these experiences as opposed to [being present] from the start, because if these [experiences] begin in infancy they've lived with this their whole lives. But I think that choosing people, communication and what gets communicated is quite interesting. In addition to the traumatic reproductive aspect, this is occurring in the context of the destruction of the planet's living systems, and that fact gets communicated to people telepathically in these experiences over and over and over again.

CHRIS LYDON: This is something I've always wondered about. You say that one of the bottom line messages in all of these visitations is a sense that the world as its currently going is destroying the planet, environmentally and otherwise. A couple questions here. First of all, this again takes me back to the Biblical prophets, saying “the end is…” it's another reminder of “the end is near.” It's the universal warning of God to Israel or to the world that shape up or I'm going to blow you away again.

JOHN MACK: Chris, the analogy with prophetic traditions isn't necessarily wrong, it just means we have to maybe rethink how prophetic matters would show up at this time and this culture.

CHRIS LYDON: Absolutely, absolutely.

JOHN MACK: Since we only know the material world, it might have to show up materially for us to even pay any attention to it.

CHRIS LYDON: Ok, that's one question, but I just want to compound it with the other question that I always want to ask John Mack, is what if the message from outer space were something you profoundly did not like. Like, “Nuke the commies now before it's too late,” or...

CALLER: Can I say something here...

JOHN MACK: Look I don't like the message — I'm sorry caller, you come in next right after this — I don't like the message we're getting now, which is that the human species as we've known it has failed, that the planet needs to be under some kind of receivership because we have gotten out of control, we're a malignancy on the Earth, we're destroying things, the whole political game is off, I mean I don't like this message at all, it's a scary message.

CHRIS LYDON: Of course you like it. No, it's a scary message but it's the oldest message in Judaeo-Christian thinking, which is sort of “shape up, you're God's children and you're blowing it.” That's why it's the Tower of Babel all over again and I'm going to flood you out.

JOHN MACK: Caller, what do you think?

CALLER: I think the message that I got when I was twelve or thirteen was I was very nervous but excited too, and I felt absolutely safe, they told me that they had gotten in touch with me before, they will get in touch with me again in my lifetime, I felt very connected to them...I mean I don't even think of them as outer space beings, it's more like wise beings, and the message I got loud and clear is “there's a lot more here than meets the eye.” A heck of a lot more.

CHRIS LYDON: Caller, that's good!

CALLER: Ok, great. I'm so glad I called! Feels great to verbalize this in public. Thank you.

CHRIS LYDON: Thank you very much.


Christopher Lydon has been a distinctive voice in print, television and radio journalism for more than 30 years. A national political correspondent for the New York Times, he covered the McGovern, Humphrey, Reagan and Carter presidential campaigns in the 1970s. For nearly 15 years he was the host of "The Ten O'Clock News" on WGBH, Boston, public television. In 1994 with producer Mary McGrath he inaugurated "The Connection" on WBUR, public radio in Boston. Widely cited as the best talk on the air, "The Connection" was carried by National Public Radio and more than 75 public stations around the country. He and the original Connection team are developing a new program for syndication and are continuing to broadcast online via their independent website. Please visit ChristopherLydon.Org for more information.

John E. Mack, M.D., is a Pulitzer Prize-winning author and professor of psychiatry at Harvard Medical School. Dr. Mack is the founder of the Center for Psychology & Social Change. He is the author or co-author of ten books, including A Prince of Our Disorder, a Pulitzer Prize-winning biography of T.E. Lawrence (Lawrence of Arabia), and most recently, Passport to the Cosmos.


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